Change

I am alone,
My feelings inside
That conflict with each other
Cannot be heard

No one understands,
Not even myself
Part of me is dying.
I could just cry.

There is a time
Where things will change.
That change can hurt,
Nothing will be the same.

Growing up is harsh
I'm flung into the world
Happiness is challenged
Sheltered no more

Parents are left
Fear stirs inside
Don’t want to leave
My stomach churns

Exploring the world on my own
The thought sends fear through my body
I want to stay forever
Live this way forever

I am not ready for the inevitable change
The crashing weight of responsibility
The overload of work
That challenges the mind

I am not ready to face the world
The problems I will surly encounter
The problems I must overcome
To live in this world

I don’t want to leave!
Say goodbye to my brothers
My pets and parents
And my lifetime friend

Of course not bye forever
I’ll see all again
But I can’t live again the same way
It will be different

Change settles in
And disturbs the peace
Destroys my happiness
And makes me grow up

The way it was
The way it should be
The way it won’t be
The way I want it to be
Only one way works
The way it was meant to be

There is no challenging fate
But still I cry inside
Knowing that one day
Change will disrupt my life
And nothing will every be how it once was

Hmmm, i wasn't necessarily happy when i wrote this.....but all the same even though i feel that way sometimes it still sounds a little rediculous to me.........

That was really good, and true! I liked it alot! My only crit is that is the 4th stanza, you change point of view, which kind of disrupts the flow. But still, your poem is great! I liked the 3rd stanza the best. Good job!

There we go, I fixed it....i think..